I suppose my brace story started somewhere around 4 years ago. All my life i've had a massive phobia of dentists, so much so that for a long time i refused to go.
Luckily, i've never had any problems with my teeth, other than cosmetic, so it wasnt until i felt soo self-concious about them that i knew i had to face my fears and get it sorted.
I had severed over-crowding, a 2 "fang" teeth on my uppers, with some "wonky" ones on my lowers that just couldnt fit into any gaps.
I started seeing a specialist who decided it would be best for me to actually get used to dentistry and try to stop having panic attacks at even the thought of going near a dentist. I had 2 specialists, both of whom were amazing.
As time went on, i felt better about dentists and agreed that in April 2008 i would have 4 teeth extracted, but only under general anaesthetic, as i didnt think my nerves could take local!
However, my nerves still got the better of me, and after 4 hours of waiting in a hospital and having a major panic attack, i was sent home, still with my teeth in

After that, i decided i would leave it for a while, i just felt at a dead end, i was very low & thought i'd never get them sorted, no matter how much i wanted it.
Even after hynotherapy i still didnt feel ready, until one day i just sat down & thought "why am i letting this rule my life? i can get this sorted, i am stronger"
So a few more visits to my specialists, i went back to the same hospital, and after last time they understood my circumstances and gave me alot of calming pills and made me wait at least half the amount of time of last time.
& amazingly, i did it. I dont think i'd ever been prouder! I felt like i'd conquered my biggest phobia and that nothing else would ever stop me if i could do that!
After that, i loved my teeth, but as time went by i felt myself becoming slowly obsessed with wanting them to be perfect, if i could face all my other dentistry phobias, why couldnt i get braces to?
So after much thought [and alot of help with this website, reading your stories has been such an inspiration to me] i knew it was the right choice.
First time i went to get them fixed, panic struck again. So i rescheduled for June 22nd for my lowers to be fixed, and today i did it!
So today was brace day, luckily no pain but i can feel that there is movement happening, which excites me!
Uppers might be going on on August 10th, but its totally up to me. But for my own confidence reasons i might wait until i've left my job to get them fixed, which could be a couple of weeks after.
I'll post some pictures up soon!
Well done if you read my essay!